Stuck in a Glass Elevator

In my school I have been in Choir since 7th grade. Before then any sort of music class was just part of everything. I have really enjoyed it. This year I had try-outs to get into Concert Choir, which is our highest choir in the high school. My teacher said there wasn't many spot's left this year, because there wasn't many seniors in the choir THIS year. So, of course, I was pretty much freaking out last night, wanting today to come. Just so i could see if I made choir. I didn't. I guess you could say I'm pretty upset. I LOVE choir. I really do. Singing is just so much fun. Since I didn't make Concert Choir, I could still be in Varsity Choir, which I'm in right now. i don't want to, though. I know people might say, if you like choir so much, why wouldn't you want to at least be in Varsity Choir? BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE IT. ehh. It is an all girl's choir. Even if we all sound good, it doesn't really sound good. The one thing i REALLY miss is guy's voice's. I'm also in Show Choir, which I've been in since 8th grade. But, since I'm not going to be in choir next, I won't be able to be in Show Choir. I am really bummed, but there isn't much I can do about it.